The change in me


things have changed , really changed
i dont know what has changed
and how they have changed, but
things have changed , really changed

i know change is the law of nature,
i know it is an inevitable creature,
but no one knows whether its for good or bad
how does it happens without giving any chance

all i know is that im enjoying this change
it has made me look the world in a better way,
i dont want to think why and how,
coz im really loving it anyhow

im becoming a better person,
less complicated and more resolved,
now i feel free and do things that wanted to do
some time earlier than now

i dont think much,
just enjoy what i do,
without any fear of loosing anything,
or getting blamed for what i didnt do

now im not afraid of any consequences,
of getting embarrassed, or loss of any awareness
im no more shy, im no more unsure,
im no more the old introvert anymore

coz i now believe and have hopes
that nothing can go wrong with me anymore
this is how have changed, u see
i really have changed now u also feel

i dont want to think whether its right or wrong,
i dont want to judge myself for anything along,
may be its just a passing phase,
may be its just for some days,

whatever it is, but it is there,
making its presence in every thought, action and evreywhere,
all i know is that i have to have it
i cannot avoid or deflect it, just like a prayer

i make frnds easily, talk to anyone any where,
im transforming into a charming individual somehow,
fun loving, enthusiastic, ever smiling and aware
and ready for any dare with any vow

i hope this is not just a transition phase,
im evolving like a shining glaze,
i hope this change stays longer with me
making me a better person, just like impeccable me.

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